To Whom It May Concern
Hey, sorry about last night. I never really wanted to get into an argument. Believe that I wasn’t really feeling well last night, and I literally woke up a few minutes when I replied. I guess that the problem with us is that we are both dealing with a lot of things in our lives that we rarely update each other thus we really don’t realize how much we are behind. I never intend to take everything we have for granted. I’m not being lazy. I’m not being rude. I’m not being selfish. Like you, there are some things I’m dealing with, and sometimes I wallow so much in it that I’m missing out on so much in life. Not until someone has the nerve to shake us with realization and make the rear view clearer. There are a lot of things only to you I can confide, and only you would understand, so trust that it’s not because I just don’t feel like catching up. I’m sorry I was too callous to not realize how my idleness caused you hurt. It’s never my intention. I can’t always be at my best and sometimes, I would need someone to remind me to strive and be a better person. That being said, I am sincerely sorry. I just wanted you to know that things were a blur last night and I’m going to make it up to you.